Truth a predicament for those who know my pain
Deceptive faux compassion hide my inner rage
Past good deeds and lost sentiment of a noble
fool
Waste of space continues wading in the gene
pool
Life here will never be the same
Each dispelled breath one step closer to the
grave
Bouts of rage and solace fight for a sought
after place
Admiration scrolled on imaginary walls in a lonely
distant space
Pooling tears hide little of my self-condemning
remorse
Once spilled, reality will reveal the
magnitude of loss
The body shuts down, systems fail, the soul awakens and a new chapter begins
A story never told of truthful unspoken sins
When the last words cross her lips, it will mark my final rejection
The journey ends with a lucid moment of her undying
affection
Regardless of betrayals and disappointments piled
high
A mother’s love for her child will never truly die.
Those left behind are strapped with an
impossible choice
Allow the forsaken redemption and grant her a voice
The only wish I have is to look in the other direction
Never look upon her face after the final breath;
denying vindication
It is with little regret on that fateful final day
The bond of blood between sisters too will pass
away
Deeply rooted in my heart a display of embittered
cold
PG
April 23, 2013
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